it's only e 4th week of my attachment and e rest if my friends have finished their exams, attachment...some going to finish attachment..i feel i'm so slow...so lag..
to flends: time to think & take action abt your future...
time really flies in inpatient pharmacy..cos everyday is very busy, although i haf to work on sat..but it's really fast..tml is my last day in inpatient & i only dispensed 5 prescriptions..haha..die le..dunnoe nv finish dispensing 30 will fail anot..but hack la..i can only say i'm not gd enough to dispense..
anyway i found out tt i dun really suit to work in hospital environment..cos i will 'gek sim' or sad for e patients...e.g 2day i saw a patient hu is 2 yrs older than me..in e burn ward ICU..he/she committed suicide, i feel sad & abit angry lor..y waste ur life in burning urself..then u dun die & haf to take all sorts of stupid medicine & waste so much $$ & time staying in hospital..i really wanna ask e patient..do u noe e time & $$ u used in staying in hospital..u can do more stuffs...haiz..
ttz y i say i'm not suited to stay in hospital..i will get affected by them..
however i really learnt alot in e hospitals..all thanks to the pharmacists & pharmacy technicians..they are really gd pple..dun mind teaching stupid & lazy pple like me..wahaha..
hope i can 'sail' thru my next 7 wks smoothly...